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A new start
10.09.04 (2:56 am)   [edit]
Rae FM: Nova 96.9

I'm picking up my old blogging habit and starting a new blog.

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Go now. And read. If you wish to.
I won't leave tBlog for good yet. I want to start off new. Next year I might not be here, but overseas boarding at a school. Australia. So I decided I could always just blog to keep you fellas updated. If there are any fellas. XDD

Well then. Go there. I will blog. Long live Raeville :)

Cheers.
 
Name
10.03.04 (11:05 am)   [edit]
Rae FM: Name by The Goo Goo Dolls.

Somehow part of this song relates to me. Nice song :)

[LINE]

I'm back! Back from the no-blog-everyday land. I've been all right and well. Been doing the usual. Life seems... OK. No real expression to explain it.

I was at Sydney again, for a mere 10 days. It was my third trip there this year. Oh, but this time, it was for a REAL purpose. Not just a break, but a school hunt. XD I made that sound like we were hunting schools with spears and dogs.

Spears and dogs.
Wtf. XD

Right, we found a lovely school. St Catherine's Anglican Girl's School. This boarding school at Waverly, which is only a walk away from Bondi. Boarding facility is great. Menu looked... delicious *___* (Spareribs on a thursday lunch...). People were SUPER friendly, they just stopped when we passed by and said HELLO! in such a friendly manner. It was almost as if they were robots O____O

I did alot of map reading on the road for mum. I felt like her eyes, and she was driving - blindly. 'Cause when I give her some simple directions, she never listens. I have to look out for the roads etc. She thought I had the better eyesight -______- . She was wrong.
But yeah, from this trip, I feel as if I know alot more from before... the streets, the directions to certain places. I know exactly to get to the city from the North shore, and how to get to Bondi... XD Ohhhh BIG DEAL.

We also had ALOT of Chinese food. We had SO MUCH, I could turn into a Peking duck and... Wait, that makes no sense. Anyway, we had HEAPS of it. I'm so sick of chinese food. I thought going to Australia meant eating meat and... mash potatoes. XD I'm so dumb.

I'm still on my Term 3 break. One more week to go. And end of year exams are in 3 weeks time. Oh, that's just the first week of exams. I have more exams 2 weeks after that. It's quite depressing. And on the second day of Term 4, I have tuck-shop duty. -_______- ... DOH! But, other than that, it is the last term of the year... and it's quite sad... Cause it might very well be my last year at AISM, due to the MOE problem. I don't have an approval to study in an international school as I am Malaysian. And same goes with my sister, and the many other Malaysians in our school. Some are lucky, they have their approvals. I'm one of the illegal students.

Well, we shall see what happens next. What with our place in AISM. What with the MOE. What with the exams. What with the eyesight and chinese food? XD Oh my God. The excitement. This week is study week. In preparation for the exams. Better to study during the holidays, instead of the limited time during school weeks.

[b]Cheers![/b]
 
Damn the PMS.
09.05.04 (4:33 am)   [edit]
Ok, haven't blogged in what seems yonkers, so here it is.

I've got so much work to do... Romeo and Juliet questions - about 200 words long for each question. Science stuff - gotta do something on a type of parasite. I chose to do Tapeworm, because it's so weird looking. Book report, which I have already done. Did it on Lord Of The Flies by William Golding.

I'm annoyed. So annoyed, cause my PSone is not bloody working. It's been a very long time since I've actually played my old Playstation console. And of all the games I have, I picked Final Fantasy 8. And during that hour, I was chatting with my friend, Carlos (He's a fantastic rapper), and he's obsessed with FF8. I named Squall after him. Apparently it made his day! Well, I played for almost 3 hours, then had to leave - and now, I can't bloody play 'cause my PS is corrupted. Or so it seems. Sucks, 'cause my sister's PS2 is also broken. Something wrong with the mod chip.

Last week, International Day... Monday. Was an OK day. Tiring. I learned how to play 'sepak takhraw', a traditional Malaysian sport. Like volleyball, only you use your feet and not your hands. Didn't have a trad suit, so I wore an orange shirt. Heh, I'm writing down useless information. So sue me.

Oh yeah, we finished watching Romeo and Juliet last week. Tis a very touching movie. It's so... I mean, look: Romeo and Juliet DIED for each other. For love! Man, that's just... whoa. Far out, hey? Anyway, we watched Baz Luhrmann's movie and it was fantastic! Besides the sad bit... Just how it was produced and directed! I have to say, he's my favourite Director now. Just awesome.

I feel the need to bitch.

Cheers.
 
I've learned my lesson.
08.28.04 (8:14 am)   [edit]
I was at this shindig (party) this night, and I felt so left out of the scene.
Oh but you have to put yourself in the scene...

Yeah yeah, I know. Just that, it's like, I'm not really wanted.

Don't let others put you in the scene, you do it yourself...

Whatever. I guess I suck at socialising. It's like, no one cares. I lack the skills of 'getting in the scene'.

And this thing with friends. Sometimes I feel as if I have none. That's when I realise everyone has their company. Me, I sorta fit in with most people - but then again, I'm usually out of the scene. I hate being lonely. I've just realised not so long ago, that being lonely is the suckiest thing to ever feel. I hate being alone. Sure, it gives you time to be with yourself and to think. But sometimes, you feel as if... It's only you who is there, and no one else. You can't talk to anyone, you can't relate to anyone. There are so many disadvantages by being alone. And it sucks. I hate it.

And if I even get the company, I wish it could be someone who actually knows what the hell I talk about. One who listens. Ah crap this.

Rae FM: Little by Little//Oasis [Someone buy me an Oasis album *_*]

So yeah, my day practically sucked balls. I was out buying Zehan and Hariz a pressie, then ended up at one *what was also thought to be* bad party. The party was good and so was the food and music, but through my eyes, I think it uberly sucked. You should've seen me - sitting at the corner, talking to this 20 year old guy who said I looked like a bloody intellectual person. Well, ok. We talked about God and the Holocaust. *lifts and eyebrow* Ok~

Right now, as the smell of cigarettes, alcohol and cologne wears off my clothes, I suffer from an itchy leg and blocked nose. Chatting with some others and actually listening to some rap music. Unbelievable! I don't know... I just thought the genre 'underground rap' sounded nice. I will forever like Rock. Promise =)

Cheers.
 
It's been ages.
08.24.04 (3:13 pm)   [edit]
It's been a LONG time since I've blogged. So here I am.
Won't be very long, as usual. Just an update to let you know what I've been up to lately.

Well, last week, I was at a 3 day 2 night camp at Port Dickson. Ok, the Port Dickson wasn't what we actually expected. No beautiful beaches. No good food. NO bloody sea breeze. Well, the only water we could see was from the Straits of Malacca. That was basically it. We stayed in dormitory style rooms and I guess, I feel like I can relate more to the girls who I stayed with. Especially the Year 10s. Never knew that they were actually quite helpful.

The place itself was shit loads of crap. The activities were poor and there was this freaky gardener outside our dorms - he stared at both the girls and guys. Freaky. The teachers, Mr Diggle, Mr Pollock and Mrs Bennett - oblivious, they were ;) Oh, the other thing was... We weren't allowed ANY electronics whatsoever. Whether it be mobile phones or CD players. None. They even checked our bags.

My iPOD died on me as well. I might have mentioned this before (Did I?). Anyway, it couldn't be reformatted cause it couldn't connect to my computer. So yeah. It died. And I was sad. But didn't fret anyway, cause no electronics were allowed on camp ^__^
Just sent it in for servicing and just received it yesterday (Tuesday). AND I got a PodSleev! Gwahahhahah! Now it shall be protected :)

I've made this decision to cut down everything I do.
I'ma cut down my internet time.
I'ma cut down my deviating at my DeviantArt site. http://Kamikazerae.deviantart...
I'ma not so sure if I should cut down my food,

But anyway! That's it. I'm trying to incorporate study into my free time. Instead of sitting around on the chair staring at this bright LCD screen called a moniter, I'm going to dig my head into a book and read.

Oh, and we're going to Sydney on the 19th to visit some schools down there. We're going with Ray Wong's family. I'll blog about this next time. The MOE deal. (Ministry of Education).

I've also got tuckshop duty -.-
On a Friday. After PE.

Cheers.
 
For the hell of it.
08.16.04 (5:15 am)   [edit]
Rae FM: I Believe In A Thing Called Love//The Darkness
Thinking: GAWD THESE SPEAKERS RULE!!!! [Hear. That. Bass.]

[LINE]

By now, you should've known that I don't and refuse to blog everyday. I don't know, I sort of bumped into the God of Laziness and picked up his skill. Of course, I've been lazy from the very beginning, but this time, I'm TWICE a lazy. Truly sad.

But I've been online! Alive! Breathing! Staring at this moniter, watching the bytes fly by. Or what ever they do. I've been around and about my DeviantArt page. Submitting all the art I can find by myself, from poetry to photography. And heck, I've attempted doing CGs from sketches. It's all good! Go. Go to my DA site. Now. http://Kamikazerae.deviantart...

Ah yes, I had a jab yesterday (Sunday). A tetanus jab. I hate jabs, I really really do. I go all nuts when I see a damn needle. I WAS freaking out yesterday. I shouted too much and too loudly, that the other people outside could hear, and they gave me weird looks when I exited the doctor's room. I apologised, because I'm such a nice person. It actually hurts the most before you are jabbed, than having the jab itself. Cause this booster was so freaking short, I didn't even realise it had been in my skin and out. I. Hate. Jabs. Period. My arm was numb for the rest of the day.

And yesterday, I cooked my own dindins without help from mum OR sister. Heck, my maid wasn't around either. I cooked my own Maggie mee noodles with spam bits. Mm... Salty, but for a first, very nice! A first!

Today! Mr Hilbig called me Rae! YES! For. The. FIRST TIME, LADIES AND GENTLEMEN! I guess writing RAE on my work-to-be-handed-in actually works. *thumbs up* "Thank you, Shaza and Rae."

Camp is in 2 days time. Shit. I don't want to go. I bloody hell NOT want to go. Someone blow up the bloody camp place.

Cheers.
 
Oh how I adore the weekends
08.14.04 (2:26 am)   [edit]

I've regained much of my energy from the week, as the weekend is here already. I had a really busy week, and to top it off, yesterday (Friday) was the Primary's production day. I stayed back at school with some friends to help out with the production. I was 'promoted' to a better photographer's position on Mrs Lee's scale. Or in other words, I got the good place in the audience! I used my dad's Digital SLR and took around 100+ photographs. Not bad in one night. That killed me, yesterday, so I slept really early - for a Friday night, yeah.


I see I didn't blog on Thursday, well... Just trying to remember what happened on that day... Nah, I can't quite remember. Cept on Friday, something pretty strange happened during lunch time. We were all playing card games, as usual - Shaz, Davo, Tom, Ew-Jun and myself. The four others were arguing over who was cheating and who wasn't. So I stopped them all by shouting sarcastically. Then, I think that was when Davo called me a "fucking faggot". dotdotdot Oo-k. He didn't look like he said it jokingly. It was as if he got mega pissed off. So, I said to everyone, you guys are like my mum and sister fighting over small things, and I was the one who always told them to cool it down. Then Davo goes, 'Oh but I'm NOT your mum.' And I replied, sarcastically, 'But you SOUND like her!' and laughed away. THAT'S WHEN he said, 'shut the fuck up, faggot'. Right, that got me ticked. I walked away. Angrily.


Apparently it wasn't anything big. I talked to him earlier today and he seemed fine. I guess it's true that you forget things after a night.


I need to take a damn tetanus jab before going to camp, which is most probably tomorrow. Year 9/10 camp is from this coming Wednesday to Friday. I hate getting jabs. Doctors take their own sweet time when they inject the whatever into the inside of your skin. And they hold it there, for like what feels to be, an hour. Heh, more like... Ok, A VERY LONG TIME. I'm getting some inspiration now - to write a poem about taking injections. Urgh.


Cheers.

 
Cutting some slack
08.11.04 (5:10 am)   [edit]

Ok! I'm back in action! Typing. Typing. Typing. I haven't blogged for, what? 2 days? Anyway, quite a bit has happened. And tis my job to tell you about it.


Eh, I just remembered I blogged on Monday. Ok, screw that. On with,


TUESDAY! Ahh, tuesday. It was WAY better than Monday, that's for sure. School was ordinary - shit loads of crap. Hahah, nah, t'was OK. Though, when I returned home... Heh, that was hilarious. Ok, I got home and as usual, headed straight for the computer (It's like I have no God damn life.). About an hour or two later, I realise that my laptop isn't plugged to the power supply, and it's battery was decreasing. So, I kneeled down on the floor and checked the wires and switches under the table. Suddenly, I felt this painful sting in my left knee. I thought I had only kneeled on some piece of... Gee, something random? Well then, it hurt alot, so I checked it and. Poof. There was a cut. Not deep, when I examined it closely later. It was a small one. What caused it? A piece of glass.


Now, what confused me was - what the hell was a small chip of glass doing under my study desk. I remembered I was there the day before, and didn't feel anything. Right, I looked up at the lights and found that there was one bulb missing. ARGHHHH, a bulb fell and no one cleaned it up properly. XD So yes, the cut. Fair bit of blood seeped through it for about 45 minutes. Not even a plaster STOPPED it from bleeding.


Look at that. Rambled on for ages about a stupid, whimpy cut. Oh well. Sucks to you.
So yes, that was Tuesday. Oh and during AFL on Tues, I attempted tackling. I tackled Toby! Stupid, but fun! Stopped him a bit ;)
And those "Boys at the Back", Kavish, Wayne and Ray - they've been whacking me up. Not seriously, just playfully. No worries, I've been hitting them the same way back. What brave fools. They dare punch a girl.


And following up on that, I've been bruised. It's green, and it's on my right arm. HAHAHAHAAAAAA THOSE BOYS ARE GOING DOWNNNNN~


Been practicing on my photography skills today. Check it out.
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And today, I missed an SRC meeting. Boo yeah to me! :D I felt quite guilty at first, then thought - AHHH SCREW IT. NOT LIKE WE DO ANYTHING ANYWAY. I hope Mr Syme doesn't hunt me down o___o'


Cheers!

 
Is hurting yourself when you're mad relieving or painful?
08.09.04 (1:01 am)   [edit]

Hey, thought I'd blog extra early today, due to the current status I'm in. Here's what I blogged at my DA journal:


What was supposed to be a great day, turned ugly when I returned home from school...


My sister threw my politeness and manners back at me, when I asked NICELY for the DVDs we bought yesterday. Notice: "WE". She didn't pay for them. She just took claim of them and never let me look at them. My anger has been a real problem lately, I snapped last week and got some boys in some serious trouble, and now this. I hurt myself. I practically hurt myself. Why? Well, how do you think it'd feel if you were the NICEST and most FRIENDLIEST person in the world to your friend/sibling/relative and your politeness and hospitality is thrown back at your face? Not once, but maybe, perhaps... For a whole week or more? It seems like it will NEVER stop.


Well, it suxorz. Take it from me. My skin's peeling off my fists, for punching a concrete wall. Pointless, Rae. Absolutely pointless. I feel bruised.


And what's more? At the end of the day, NURIE got her feelings hurt. By me. I asked her if she was going to go to a shop to buy some program CDs, and said, 'Hey, if you do go could you buy me a Flash CD? And buy Sugs one too, cause she wants one.' I guess she took the wrong end of the stick. Before storming away, she shouted, "Well obviously you have to get everything for Sugar!" (Something like that.) She didn't know that she could buy it herself at the shop. And she didn't let me finish my sentence on payment. This sucks. This is the suckiest day of the week. Monday. Oh,


Monday blues.


I might write a poem about this. Ta.







So it seems, this has to be one of those bad Mondays. Just as I thought I would've enjoyed today (It really DID go well!), all this shit happens. I'm in some dangerous status right now. I feel like I will hurt someone if they do something like what my sister did to me, or has done. Apparently, I said something wrong to her. I can't even remember, and deny any bad thing that I might have said. Well, yeah yeah, I forget things MEGA easy, but look, I'm not super forgetful.


Today was good, to be honest. For a Monday at school, it was good. At first, of course. I was given a form for a photography competition and I might just join for kicks. It's a huge international thing, with some relation to the environment awareness. And the prizes are very eye-catching. IT class was when the shit started happening. Nurie, took the wrong end of the stick of what I said. I believe I made her pissed, and... Well, I don't know what will happen for sure. But, I am just giving her as much time as she needs to think about her actions and mine. If she doesn't think about it, or even see to taking reasonable action towards this problem, then I know she wasn't a friend to me at all.


I return home, wanting to watch some DVDs that we bought yesterday. I settle down in my bedroom and gave myself some time to gather all the nerves I needed to knock on Riana's door. I eventually did, and what was her reply? "Get out." I held my anger in and left, telling her that she was selfish and greedy in a loud voice. I started punching the wall, which I now think is pointless 'cause it really gets you no where but pain. Skin, was peeling off my fists, and it feels rather bruised. Timmy the ringworm started to sting with itch. I felt like staying quiet and reserved for the rest of my life, never to trust, to talk, or to love ever again. At the moment, I feel like I'm in my own world. Or I am trying. Only listening to music and being on the WWW, as usual. Too bad I can't curl up in bed and listen to music through the evening. I have guitar classes in an hour and a bit.


Like Shaun said,
When times are down, some of us turn to music.
Music is a miraculous medicine, which can get you high up in the clouds or down to Earth.


Yes, so true. The Music Demon. Music heals. Hey, read my poem, "The Music Demon", inspired by Shaun's Oekaki =]


Cheers, for now.

 
Rae's iPOD is God's iPOD
08.08.04 (5:26 am)   [edit]

Phrase of the day!
Rae's iPOD is God's iPOD.


Noticed that I didn't blog on Saturday, and *I think!* Friday? Yeah, I figured that I wouldn't always blog on weekends 'cause I get extremely lazy. Eventhough I spend pretty much my whole weekend on the computer and in this very same chair.


My Saturday was quite well. Had a BBQ and all these people came over. Just a few things that happened:
1) People devoured mum's delicious lasagne. There was only HALF OF IT LEFT after 15 minutes.
2) There were 4 electric guitarist in my home, including myself.
3) We jammed with my electric guitar with the volume up high. The walls were shaking.
4) Nurie was going berserko. She screamed so much. It was her first time on MSN in ages, so I've heard.
5) We played HALO for agessssss. Four player matches, all against TOM (He is 1337)
6) Nurie and Davo wrote the Ismadi song. A snippet: C-O-C-O-N-U-T *finger actions*


I've been quite unwell lately. Actually, REALLY unwell. Ill. Sick. I have a bad cold, which was mainly from my sinuses working up from DT classes. I was using a sanding machine -.- Dustdustdustdustdust. My ears are killing me, and so is my nose. Blocked, running, blocked, running. ARGH!!!! *goes insane for 9 seconds*


I've been submitting loads of deviations on my DA page. Did a CG and an Oekaki with MS Paint. Oh, but not the CG obviously. That took me 4-5 hours!


Back to school tomorrow! Oh. Shit.


Cheers.

 
Hula dance, only with NO hula
08.05.04 (6:33 am)   [edit]

Ok! Apologies for SUCH a late blog. I've been working on some CG colouring on some recent sketches, such as my *soon to be* Sharingan eye piece! More news on that later. When I'm done.


Anywho! Following up on yesterday's entry, about that snapping thing - well, today was rather weird. The pricks laid off, which was a definate first. They didn't glare, they didn't mumble under their breath. I talked to Mr Bennett again after lunch. He told me a whole load of stuff, which, partly I have forgotten. But that's not the point! I guess, now that they're aware of me feeling so darn annoyed at their presence, they've 'improved'. BUT, of course, according to my thoughts, they will always be the same moronic pricks and will forever be cursing behind my back. Oh well, at least I got that out of the way.


Now I'm looking forward to the weekend! BBQ this saturday. *sighs* And saxaphone classes. I haven't picked that instrument up in AGES. Must. Practice.


[What else can I blog about...] Ah yes! During maths today, I was so good. I finished a whole exercise of Equations before the start of lunch. Rae, you dawg. So yeah, NO HOMEWORK! BOO YEAH! 'Cept for that statistics thing, which I have not finished. Shit. (For tomorrow morning).


Oh, and during ECA today (I do cricket), Mr White was talking to us about the different ways to get an 'out' in a game. He suddenly did some kind of hula dance, only without a hula. T'was scarring! >.<


Cheers!

 
It just had to be today
08.04.04 (6:45 am)   [edit]
I'm going to make this short, 'cause I'm having an audio conversation with a friend I met over the internet. He's from Australia. Anyway, I have a story to tell from today. But before that, check my [url=http://www.deviantart.com/dev...]DA page out[/url]. I wrote a poem! Go Go! Read it! My first attempt, don't mock.

Bahasa Malay class. T'was... Shit. You see, it started like this: Just as usual, I was having trouble with the malay work set up for us. We had to write a damn essay! So I thought I could write a short poem about... I'm not going to spoil it, but anyway. Samuel, one of the pricks, started joking around about Shaz going out with Davo - It annoyed me, but that wasn't it. Then, he said, 'WHAT! YOU LIKE RAELENE AH?' [Something like that]. And I guess, I snapped. And when I snapped, it was like, everything came out all at once. I shouted, and Mr Abu and everyone else was staring.

Mr Abu then threatened Samuel to go see Mr Bennett again, and Sam stopped and laughed away. Then I think, if I remember, he mimicked me or Mr Abu. I don't know! And, AGAIN, I snapped. This time, I said, 'Ok, that's it. I'm going to see Mr Bennett now!' I pushed the chair away and angrily stormed outta the room. Strange, 'cause suddenly, when I got out of the class, I was dazed and confused. I suddenly realised, and asked myself - What are you doing Rae? I didn't quite know. I actually forgot about it. I needed to tip the anger out, I guess.

On the way up to Mr Bennett, I wondered what I was going to say and how. I was damn confused. So eventually, I explained it to Mr Bennett and thank God he's understanding. I mentioned James and Alfred in it too, eventhough they didn't do anything. Now I have to give this writing in for Mr Bennett to read about what happened and how I feel about it. I included this, 'And somehow, in my opinion, I think this can't be solved and even if it could - it would take a lifetime to happen. That was an emphasis by the way [was emphasizing!].' That's a part of what I wrote. And it's true, I don't think anyone could do anything to stop Alfred and James from doing what they do. And Samuel, he's being punished again. A month long of detention. And all he did was tease me.

I guess... Well, I don't know what to think. I'm a bit confused.

Well, I'm not going to say any more than that. I really want some sleep and... Yeah. Today's gotta be the most shittest day ever. I snapped, and this time, I snapped BAD.

[b]Cheers.[/b]
 
Science, the highlight of my day
08.03.04 (6:42 am)   [edit]
SCIENCE! The highlight, of today. I think it was one of the best science classes I've ever attended. Actually, out of only TWO best science classes, THIS one rules.

Just continiued our work on "Reproduction", the oh-so-familiar Chapter 2! Mr Hilbig today, was amazingly 'high'. It was like, he was in a good mood or something! Kavish behaved quite well, surprisingly. Mr Hilbig called us Year 10s, again, and as usual, the whole class ended up laughing like mad - Mr Hilbig, instead of frowning away, sunk his face into his hands and shook his head slowly. He chose to emerge with a grin on his face.

That wasn't the only thing. A snippet from what happened-

Someone: Mr Hilbig? *puts hand up*
Mr Hilbig: *turns around from board and looks at SOMEONE*
Someone: Are we going to do any practical work on this chapter? [Reproduction]
Mr Hilbig: *looks away for a moment, as whole class laughs* *looks back* That's the exact same question I asked my science teacher when I was in Year 9... *smirks*
Class: "LMAO" XD
Kavish: What did your teacher say?
Mr Hilbig: I'm going to tell you exactly what he said to me.
*class waits*
Mr Hilbig: No.
Class: AWWWWWWWWW...

Yeah, so, SNIPPET. Anyway, t'was just... HILARIOUS! You had to be there. And I thought about it, on the way home from ECA at school, the topic Reproduction is actually very fascinating. Honestly! Not sarcastically. And I guess, science really IS that interesting. I thought about. Science doesn't suck. Just takes quite some understanding to truly 'understand' science. Just know the facts, patch it all up and good to go!

In DT class, I'm ALMOST DONE! Just glued my 'legs' together (of my furniture, DUH). One fact I want to establish here: Rajin is a smelly idiot. AND THAT REMINDS ME! I have Malay classes tomorrow. Shit.

[b]Cheers![/b]
 
Old entries
08.02.04 (6:20 am)   [edit]
I just remembered that I have old blog entries written over the holidays during my 'no-online-ness' time. I might as well publish them here, and perhaps now, just to give you some more reading material. Apologies for the short entries I've been publishing lately. Picked up a dirty habit over the holidays - not blogging.

[b]Cheers and enjoy![/b]
PS. I don't know what I've posted before, and what I haven't, so anyway, I'm just going to post the whole lot here. Here's to a long entry!

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[u]1st of July:[/u]
All right, my day wasn't much *as usual*, as we just sat around the apartment doing nothing. Well, all we did was just laze around - watching telly, napping, online-d a bit and watched some anime. That's 'as usual' as it got.

I took some pictures of the sky as time passed by. All pictures were taken BEFORE 5pm, just for your information.



We're off to Brissie tomorrow afternoon. So I might not be around to blog at such irregular times or [b]at all[/b], due to unavailability to a telephone line to get online. *sighs* We'll just see... We will just see ;) And I might go to the Gold Coast to visit Chris Dolling, ex-student of AISM.

The sun sets soooo early around here. Today it came down just before 5pm. Big difference to how we see things in KL. The weather around here is so lovable. Beats the bloody hell out of KL weather. Clear skies. Great wind. Bla bla bla XD Yes, I ramble just too much.

Nothing really interesting has happened yet, 'cept for yesterday - out for lunch at our favourite chinese duck restaurant, shopped around, bought Evangelion DVDs (DIRECTOR CUT EDITIONS! WOOHOO!!), found Serial Experiments Lain DVD (But sooo expensive... $144.90 for a four DVD set), bought a new mouse, found Carl Barron on DVD, changed a flat tyre on our 'no birds' car and bought TWO PAIRS OF LONG PANTS (FINALLY! AND THEY BLOODY WELL FIT!). So yep, lots of things happened.

Oh, and Timmy the ringworm isn't alone now. He [or she?] has a new pal, yet to be named. Anyway, Timmy looks like he's going to be [i]sticking[/i] around my hand for a much longer time. AND with his new buddy, much smaller than Timmy him/her-self. *grabs medication* Burn Timmy, burrr-rn.

[u]2nd of July:[/u]
Starting from here, I'll be blogging offline due to unavailability to an internet connection. How unfortunate.

Well to keep up-to-date with the happenings so far (from yesterday, hah!), I've just arrived at Brisbane and we've settled in at mum's friend's place up North.

Do you believe that first impressions count? Well, I don't, but my first impression on arriving at Brisbane wasn't too positive. I didn't quite like the atmosphere. It's was so different to Sydney's look. I like Sydney more, because of the waterways of Parramatta and the beautiful city lights, which you could see from almost anywhere. Here, it's flat and there's nothing much to see. It's heaps warm during the day, and the people... Well, let's just say I prefer the city life to this. No harsh feelings on Brissie, but I just don't like it. Sydney's the place for me.

We met up with this lady called Jenny and her husband, Steve at the airport. They're supplying us with the accomodation during our stay up here. They're really nice people, and they're from Borneo! Sabahans (From Sabah, next door to the Peninsula of Malaysia)! Very friendly! Oh, and they've got two children as well - a son, Daryl (14) and a daughter, Debra (9). Lovely people. So yeah, just settled in and their home is rather cozy, so to say.

Before we got on the plane to Brissie, I kept my mum company to go return the car we rented out a few days ago. That meant driving into town. On the way back from town, the radio in the car was switched on and there was a news report about a man called Don [something else] who was telling the story of the opposition leader Mark Latham punching him in the face! Mark Latham! A big politician in Australia! No biggie, but the fact that he pulled a swing at another man... =) Ahh Australia. This Don person said he returned the swing. A right, a left and a [something else]. [I forget things easy =/ ].

I was able to go on the internet earlier on. Lucky me, they had broadband and they said the internet connection would be 'on' all the time. I was suddenly rather happy, and guessed, this trip wouldn't be too bad after all! So then, I spent most of the time I had at the forums, then blogged what I could. Would've went on MSN Messenger to chat around, but Daryl was already 'online'.

Right now, my hands are still freezing, yet I am still hanging there. I was shivering earlier on. Hey hey, 4 days into this 21 day 'vacation' and I'm trying to adapt as much as I can! I think I'm doing an OK job.

I miss Sydney and I miss home (KL, that is). 17 days to go till I'll be back in KL. The day after that, we're back at school. I think.

Cheers.

[u]3rd of July[/u]
Didn't really feel like blogging yesterday. And I had already used their comp twice earlier in the day, so I didn't want to sound demanding or spoilt (Even though I am ;) ). Instead, I lazed around, listening to the adults chatter about random things (It actually IS profitable! They offered me a sip of wine!), watched the other kids have a water balloon fight, played PS2 (Need For Speed Underground :D) and... tried this new Macromedia Flash MX program, which Daryl allowed me to install on my laptop.

Yesterday, we had a lunch thingamabob. You know, one of those where there are HEAPS of people and food? Yep, those ones. Ah yes, my vocab is getting back to me - a shindig!*nods* Thanks Nurie.

Yeah, and on that Saturday, I managed to strengthen my friendship (I don't know any other word to make it sound so dramatic) with Daryl and Debra. AND, I also did the same with Aunty Jenny and Uncle Steve.

And at this shindig, Loretta, who came to stay with us at Sydney after the New Years, came! She had a haircut! She was looking good! Ahh, alas! Someone else we are rather familiar with!

Let me tell you about the Lim's (the family we're staying with now) pet dog, Rusty. His full name is Rusty Lim XD. [No, the "XD" was a smiley. It's not a part of the name ;)]. He's this Jack russel terrier CROSS Chihuahua dog, who can do tricks. It's cute when Debra says SIT, LIE DOWN and BANG BANG all in sequence. And Rusty here would SIT, LIE DOWN and pretend dead. The reward is a pork and liver treat. Yummy and irresistable. Dear Rusty can beg at different volumes, skate on a skateboard, fetch and drop. Not forgetting to mention, this fella humps arms! *shakes head* Bad Rusty ;)

Enough about Rusty, I'm onto guitars now! Uncle Steve asked me to 'jam' with him, so I grabbed the guitars and played a few on the acoustic. I liked that guitar much better to my lame Santa Cruz. The strings are nice AND they are close to the fret, so it's like... Not as painful as my guitar. He taught me a few chord progressions (If that's what you call it...) and I was playing the blues as well! AND I learned the good version of "Sunshine of Your Love" by Cream. Oh, and plus the chords for it after the solo. WOOHOO! And that was all last night!

Hahahah, hey, we even stayed up late for our favourite French toast supper! Yeah, we really like those. We were gonna wait till 1am for it, but instead we begged for it around 11pm. Ri, Daryl, Debra and myself were then deciding on what to do next. After sitting around listening to the adults, playing cards and mastering magic card tricks, we played hide-n-seek for about 40 minutes till we gave up and found no other hiding spots. Hide-n-seek - the alternative solution to boredom among more than 3 kids. After that, we took a LONG time deciding on a movie we thought of watching. It was Secret Window vs. The Day After Tomorrow. We eventually watched The Day After Tomorrow - all four of us crammed up onto Loretta's bed (She stayed the night) and fell asleep before the movie reached it's mid point. Daryl was snoring. Ri was making me feel uncomfy by leaning on my shoulder. You know her - move her or make her feel uncomfy and DIE. *nods* She apologised after that! XD

Right, I'll blog in for today (4th of July) later. And I might want to check out this Macromedia Flash MX program... I saw what Daryl made with it... It's the program they use for Stick Death! Flash animations! Must... Learn... Must find tutorials online!

Cheers.

[u]4th of July[/u]
All right, here's the entry following up to today.

I was confused about when to wake up and who'd woken up. So I laid around in bed and went to sleep and back multiple times, till I actually gave up doing that. I listened to Loretta talk about how Rusty humps his rag and how intimate he is. We left the house to the city and to this place called South Bank. It's a lovely place - a long stretch of shops and restaurants. Sort of like our Pasar Malam (Night market in Malay), instead not full of newspapers and greens.

We had lunch at a Greek restaurant and I had a really weird Veal Schnitzel and a few oysters and mussels (YUCK YUCK). Then we walked around a bit until I gave up and joined Loretta, Jenny and Ri outside a bar. There was this really good band playing some music - two guitarists, a drummist and... possibly a saxaphonist.
[NOT COMPLETE. APOLOGIES!]

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I think that's about it... I guess I stopped blogging from this point on. Or, you could just go check the previous posts.
 
Prodigy or Retard?
08.02.04 (5:40 am)   [edit]
Just as I got out of the shower, I thought about this:

What if we saw prodigy or talented people as retards? I mean, at some point in humanity's existence, I'm sure people saw prodigy people as retards. But, I was thinking, we see prodigy people as great and 'special'. Or simply just unique. I just thought, 'wait, what if they were seen as retards? The total opposite to how they are being seen as today.'

Heh, just a thought I came across and wanted to share it with you readers (Pfft, sure. ReaderS).

I just started guitar classes today. It's been a year and a bit since the last time I've actually been taught how to play the guitar. It was a trial. So what the heck, might as well go since I've got nothing else better to do on a Monday evening. It was at the teaching centre called ACTS just a few blocks away from my house. Being there makes me feel... weird. It's like, there's this aura around the people there (The teachers and the students) that just - well, let's just say it doesn't feel right. It's like they want to kill me.

Heh, good luck!

Oh, and guess who we bumped into after school at the mini-market! Aruna's (Ri's friend) grandmum. The one who said she preferred me to Ri. Or, the one who said she liked me. XD Just cracked me up, seeing her again! SHE glared at me as if she... Well, she had this freaky glare that sort of said, 'How are ya?' ... She's got such white hair. I whispered to Ri, 'It's been like, 3 years since I've last seen her and look at her hair!!!'

School! Well, school was OK. Usual Monday Blues. XD Check this out: [url=http://www.deviantart.com/dev...]Shaun's Monday Blues Ogre[/url] ! Just advertising your MSPaint made creation, Shaun XD.
I was also supposed to make a speech at the assembly today, but I succeeded in bribing her with chocolate. Hopefully, she shall forget about it tomorrow and I would've profited from it. She looks like Kavish, honestly.

[b]Cheers.[/b]
 
My weekend
08.01.04 (5:45 am)   [edit]
It was rather paranoid-like. For three days, I kept wondering, 'Do I have any homework?' ALL WEEK, I've been wondering. Asking myself the very same question. Over and over again. And actually, I've got NO homework. Nothing. This is what NO HOMEWORK does to me. Paranoid, very paranoid. *sighs*

I've been spending loads of time on my Deviant Art site. Please, please check it out. I've added quite a fair bit recently. And there's a sketch I did of Kabuto from the anime Naruto. After sketching it out, I CG-ed it and it turned out quite OK. I just haven't finished the face shadows. I mean, the shadows on his mask/face. It still looks good! And it's my featured deviation! So check it out!!

[url=http://Kamikazerae.deviantart...]http://Kamikazerae.deviantart...[/url]

That's all for today. Or, this week.

[b]Cheers![/b]
 
Badminton - not so 'bad' after all
07.30.04 (5:33 am)   [edit]
We played badminton for PE! Oh, joy. *yawns* I thought it was going to suck, but it didn't. I always thought of badminton as a sport for those who can't play sport (eg. Soccer, tennis, football). Well, I'd say that 'cause I play tennis and badminton is like the weaker version of it. Thing I hate about badminton is picking up the shuttlecock from the ground.

1. It's annoying.
2. It gets bloody tedious when you have to bend over to pick it up. XD

I guess today's PE class wasn't bad at all. Badminton wasn't bad. Shaz ain't TOO bad. I haven't played badminton in AGES! Used to play outside our house over the front gate with my maid and neighbours. Anyway, I also realised that my arm hurts from cricket. Stupid arm.

Nurie hit Alfred with her PE bag. Go her. I wasn't there to see it, but she did anyway. And she got slapped for it.

I'm having a bit of an artist block right now, so excuse the short paragraphs and useless sentences. Such as this. Perhaps.

OH HEY! Star Wars Ep III: The Revenge of the Sith is coming out NEXT MAY 2005!!!! :shock: OMFG I CAN'T BLOODY WAIT. And then, there's no new episode to look forward to. Unless, George Lucas comes up with a brilliant idea and suddenly makes a new Star Wars movie of some other time... In a galaxy far, far away...

Other than those ramblings, school was just the same! I was tired, again - slept late of course. Rae you stupid fool. I was playing the guitar and was on the mic with Nurie! Felt like playing some songs for people, and Nurie had YahooIM so. Go figure.

Nothing else to ramble about. Shall not waste more time. By the way, the counter on my blog thingamabob says:

Your blog has been viewed 21941 times.

Go whoever comes to visit Raeville.

[b]Cheers.[/b]
 
You seem lost
07.29.04 (6:01 am)   [edit]
Today was so damn tiring. And I mean, 'so damn tiring'. I don't quite remember what time I went to bed last night, but I know I slept late. And as usual, I have to wake up early - 6am every morning for school. So I probably only got 6-7 hours of sleep. And to add to that tiredness, we had ECA today. I was doing cricket. Not much running around, just catching the ball and batting. Oh and not to forget bowling. Don't know how I just got tired from that, but... I was just tired!

Maths class was amazingly difficult today. It took me such a long time just to understand what poor Mr Pollock was teaching us. Algebraic fractions - subtraction and addition. Urghhh.

Ok, that should be all for today. I'm too lazy. And there's nothing else to say. Ok,

[b]Cheers.[/b]
 
The Binocular Bat
07.28.04 (5:18 am)   [edit]
I was, as Nurie called me, spazzoid!Rae this morning. Especially during IT class. Oh the hilarity! Some time in the middle of class (Didn't bother looking at my watch 'cause I was busy having fun joking around), I was looking at Davo's work (NOT copying or anything in relation to cheating), and he was trying to edit his work by looking at the tool bar above the window. And when I was watching, I saw this icon under Edit or View that was a black pair of binoculars. At first, I thought it was a... BAT! Yes, a bat! And I thought, is it just me or is that black icon a bat? I was a bit confused, for no God damn reason - and obviously, it WASN'T a bat. It couldn't have been one! Windows doesn't simply just put a bat icon under Edit or View. I'm sure Bill Gates had the right mind NOT to, anyway.

I told Nurie about it, and she called me a Spaz. She looked for the bat icon on her comp and took a screenie of it. She edited it and this... Well, it is: [url=http://www.deviantart.com/vie...]The Binocular *drum roll* BAT![/url]

So yes, the binocular BAT! Ladies and gentlemen! I'm sure there is applause somewhere... [If only we knew where. XD]

You know what majorly sucked today? I'm a good student, so to speak. I make it to school (I try even on days of illness). I do my homework. I'm friendly (I hope) to teachers, staff, students, bla. I show up for SRC meetings. Just like today, Wednesday - typical midday at school I thought. SRC meeting straight after that period. It was 10 minutes past the start of lunch and only the Year 3 rep and myself showed up. No teachers. No others. Just two of us. Everybody was about 15 minutes late and I was about to leave. I had to 'take the chair' (Become chairperson) for this once, hopefully. Heck, the vice and president of the committee didn't show up! I was the only secondary person. Eventually, I got to cut off about 10 minutes of the meeting. Woohoo! By the time I got down to the canteen, it was time to go. Aw.

[b]Cheers.[/b]
 
My hour at the sick-bay
07.27.04 (6:10 am)   [edit]
I was feeling very ill like earlier in today - I had a terrible tummy ache. The office ladies suspected it was gastric pains, but I said it was just wind. So they gave me some biscuits to eat (I was expected to finish all, but only ate 5). The admin pantry can be so interesting sometimes. I chatted to Sarah (one of the admin ladies) about porridge, anorexia and cooking - she taught me how to cook a simple porridge meal. I can remember part of it - she says it's good to start off cooking with something like porridge. Slow. Ms Ping entered the scene not long after I tried remembering Sarah's porridge recipe.

Ms Ping: *drops lipstick from handbag* Shit. *picks it up*
Rae: o_O;
Ms Ping: Raelene I am sick you know.
Rae: Oh... Me too. *clutches aching stomach*
Ms Ping: I'm going to sleep. *goes under covers and curls up* *talks to someone on the phone - hangs up* So Raelene, when are you going to Australia?
Rae: I'm not so sure.
Ms Ping: Next year?
Rae: I doubt it...
Ms Ping: *falls asleep*
Rae: So what's wrong with you?
Ms Ping: *wakes up* ... *tells me something about her student spreading a flu to her*
Rae: ... Oh.

I walked to Science class only to catch the remaining 5 minutes of it, then went up to Geography. I said "Hello Mr Wagner" and he never replied. Oh, and Kavish chucked an eraser at Shaz and it hit her chest. :? But, how unfortunate, Kavish was 'accurate' enough. Oh, God, am I going to get spanked for this? XD

Aussie rules... Is kind of difficult. So many people chose Aussie rules for their ECA choice. We did handballing and a few kicks. That Hannah girl was there. Oh, I forgot to tell you:

This Year 11 girl called Hannah, she keeps glaring at me as if she knows something about me. And she does. She knows something because James Yam (The bloody prick) had been spreading things about me to her. And when she looks at me, I get all... Uncomfortable. So yeah, I got this plan, that next time when she glares at me, I am going to frighten her. *sniggers*

Ok, back to ECA. ECA! Mr. Hilbig is supervising Aussie Rules ECA o_o. It's a bit scary seeing Mr Hilbig in his running shorts (They are not tights). Anyway, he ACTUALLY knows stuff about AFL! It's a bit deceiving, 'cause we always see him wear plaid shirts, which is just sooooo hilarious.

I've been so pissed off lately about the Year 9 and 10 camp. I have no idea what to do. Well, YES I am definately going because I'm NOT going to sit around doing some 5 day assignment - whether it is TRUE or not, I am going. Just realised that Sam's been saying things about me. The Year 10 boys've made a joke about me and it's starting to tick me off. Ivan Chong, good friend from year 11 offered to tell them off for me, which was really nice, but I turned it down. I know I'd get more than just mockery from them after that. THREE days with Year 10. What a nightmare. I'm fighting back from now on. Mock me and I will kill. Verbally ;)

[b]Cheers.[/b]
 
'The Chronicles of El Trouser Snake Addendums'
07.26.04 (5:51 am)   [edit]
Oh, how I enjoyed the first day of the week...

First of all, Mr Wagner didn't show up for Geography class. Mr Pollock in maths class said he forgot about us. Again! The last time he forgot about us was 2 years ago - in Year 7. He didn't come to our English (or History) class! So we just loafed around chattering away. T'was just hilarious! So yeah, for half an hour, we just sat down and talked away. Even at the joy of having a free half and hour session (We never knew, of course), some of us were a bit paranoid - I kept looking back (I turned around to chat with Nurie and Nat) at the door to see if Mr Wagner was coming or not, and so was Shaz and pretty much the rest of the class. I also tricked the class by going, 'MR WAGNER'S HERE!' Hahahah, it shut the class up for a while.

Now this part didn't seem all that nice - Maths. Ok, so Maths is FINE. But not today's class. Statistics work again. Group data or something like that. We had to do some really long data count with our tally... Took me 20 minutes just to get it all down onto paper. So yeah, you can tell how sucky it was. Nat and Nurie were so good - they helped each other. One would count, the other would write.

Recess. All I could eat, or simply just drink, was apple juice. Not really my fault, I wasn't hungry!

Then came, Science class. *scary music* I missed the last class, so... Anyway, we're supposed to make a board game in relation with the topic we've just started - Reproduction. So basically, we're to make a game of sex! XD How dementedly fun. I was just sitting there in Shaz and Nurie's group with Nat (Who was also absent before) looking at this board game they made on Thursday. It was called "The Chronicles of El Trouser Snake Addendums". I kept asking Nurie what 'addendums' meant, and she kept making it sound like some sick word. Nurie was cutting out the 'sperm counters' and 'laminating' them (More like putting sticky tape onto it and cutting the edges). *shakes head*

[i]Quote:
'Dude, this is one screwed up class...' -myself.
*10 minutes into the lesson*[/i]

Science... well, the rest of it was all sexed up. Ah, then came English - which was utter crap as usual. We got homework. Dr. O'Neill gave us some complex homework instructions, which almost made no sense. I did part of it. I just need a new book
Lunch. Played cards. IT? Mr Pollock gave me a 10 minute lecture on what I missed last week - I missed 2 hours of IT. He rambled on about binary numbers and storage devices. The difference between RAM and ROM. <_>
[b]Cheers.[/b]
 
Johnny B. Goode
07.25.04 (6:23 am)   [edit]
Rae FM: Johnny B. Goode//Chuck Berry

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*plays Johnny B. Goode (the easy version) for years*

*stops for a while*

Typical Sunday. Wake up late. No breakfast. No lunch. Hahaha, Reminds me, all I had for lunch was two crackers. Should I be thankful that they were high fibre ones? XD Ok, sorry for lame joke.

There's nothing much to blog about, really. Just a usual Sunday. Boring and crap. This shall be the shortest (I think?) blog entry of... XD THE MONTH! GAHAHHAHAA! No. Week.

[b]Cheers.[/b]
 
And she's buying a Stairway to Heaven
07.24.04 (5:48 am)   [edit]
Rae FM: *Listening to [url=http://www.take40.com]Take40[/url] *

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I am now looking at this sickness in a different way. This way, I can profit from this... unfortunate situation. You know... I haven't been eating much lately. It's not like I don't want to, but I just can't! I'm hungry when I don't feel like eating. No one stops me. I just stop myself. It's easy now, 'cause I feel like throwing up everytime I think about eating.

Ok, just getting down to the point of the profitable part! I go on a diet! Bla bla, I shouldn't go on a diet so young (Heh, what do you call 15, huh? YOUNG?? XD). Well, I see this sickness as a bit of a profit cause I get to shed a few kgs. Hopefully ^^

I didn't eat much today [Urgh, even thinking about food makes me sick]. I drank lots. I drank lots of 100Plus (Isotonic drink) and tea. Yes, tea - just out of a conversation I had on AIM.

*sobs* When's this cloud over me going to leave??! I want to be able to go to the toilet and NOT worry. XD. Ok, SKIPPING THAT topic... Hmm... What did I do today besides sitting here infront of my laptop and drinking... Ah, I watched some telly - Dick Tracy was on! Such an old film! It was weird just hearing the repeated Batman Gotham City type song ringing in the background. And all these mobster people wearing weird suits. Dick Tracy would look so much better if he got rid of that yellow trenchcoat. Makes him look so fat. <_>
I watched Ghost In The Shell yesterday. It's an anime, if you didn't know. It's interesting. Made me want to watch End of Evangelion again. XD

I can play Stairway to Heaven by Led Zeppelin on the guitar! Finally! YAY!

[b]Cheers.[/b]
 
My Happiness, My Stomach, My goodness...
07.23.04 (6:09 am)   [edit]
Rae FM: My Happiness by Powderfinger

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I actually made the effort to go to school. It was a bit of a challenge, just bracing the bus ride to school, but I managed.

School was OK I guess. Way better than staying at home doing... nothing but sleep. I didn't want to miss Thursday though. No English! No Geog (Oh what a pity)!

I hate Fridays. We have Malay classes. I hate Malay classes. We share classrooms with those Year 10 boneheads. I couldn't do PE today - I was still (As it said in the note) in a recovering state in the morning, so I wasn't up for it. We're doing Badminton! < Nuuuuuuuuuuu... *sucks at badminton because she has played too much tennis* Anyway! Looked fun! Can't wait for next Friday! And next week, we start ECA. Aussie rules on Tuesday and Cricket on Thursday. >
*stomach grumbles*

Year 9 and 10 camp is coming up soon. 18th or 19th of August. Shit. I don't know if I should go or not. I want to go, but... Alfred and James, the biggest 'I'll-do-this-to-prove-my -coolness' pricks of secondary (Perhaps the school?) are going. I hate them. And I know they hate my guts too for 'cool' reasons. They've been teasing me for a long time, and really saying, going to camp would be a bit of a waste... I don't want to pay a few hundred ringgit just for 3 days at Port Dickson with some pricks who will ruin it all. No. Not at all. I'd rather be at school WITHOUT THEM THERE doing work. Who cares if it'd be on the report! I'm not wasting my money's worth! [Wish I could go though...]

I can play Smoke On The Water (Deep Purple) properly! On the guitar! Bar chords! Woohoo! Also cause I got a good new pick from Cassey - Jim Dunlop brand - she said it's good. Anyway, it's soooo soft - good for strumming. Mm... Wish I had a better and bigger amp though.

At school, I gave Nurie a pair of knee-high socks that are in pink and black stripes. I found those at the Target store at Chatswood ;) (Sydney, Australia). $5.99 a pair! Cheap! Anyway, she hugged me eventhough I did warn her not to hug me. *sighs*

I'm off to watch Ghost In The Shell now. I feel a bit sick and like I want to throw up... Urgh.

[b]Cheers.[/b]
 
I hate throwing up.
07.22.04 (5:11 am)   [edit]
Rae FM: Take Me Out by Franz Ferdinand

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Right, I was so damn unwell yesterday so I couldn't come online to blog. I'm serious! I was really ill! I reckon it was food poisoning or something. Anyway, I had some really bad stomach cramps and threw up twice. TWICE. You know when you throw up, your stomach sort of bulges and it's all stiff and stuff? It's sick. And you sort of smell the sourness of your vomit, and start throwing up again. Urgh. And all I had for dindins yesterday were two crackers.

Anyway, I ended up staying home than going to school today. I slept and slept and slept - my bed started to get uncomfortable. I didn't eat much, except for some porridge, which didn't taste like porridge (So dialuted. Diluted or Dialuted? XD). And I went to the doctor's as well - I have to take Panadol, antibiotics and some small pills that look like tiny M&Ms. I hate this.

For the rest of the day, I was sleeping in my mum's bedroom. Her bed is soooooo soft. You practically sink into it!

Anyway, I'm feeling much better now. I can walk and I don't feel as dizzy as before. Hopefully I'll be able to go to school tomorrow.

[b]Cheers.[/b]
 
RANDOM QUOTE: "Hey you listen to me, I am SRC!" - Rae

WELCOME TO RAEVILLE, HOME OF THE Kamikaze Archive?!

Done by Rae! All rights reserved.

Introduction!

Hey there! I'm Rae, and I'm from Malaysia. This blog is mainly about my life and everything else that happens around me.

This is just some basic information that I'd thought you'd like to know:

DOB: February 9th, '89 [Makes me 15 years old... AH! I'm old!]

Gender: Female

Lives at: Malaysia.

Occupation: Random student of AISM, trying to be heard in society. XD That was corny.

Hobbies: writing, reading, photography, computing, listening to and playing music, video gaming, playing sports.

Likes: Blogging, writing, my laptop, my iPod, thinking, observing, sleeping, online-ing, guitars, music music music, joking around, running around XD, taking photographs, Naruto and Evangelion.

Listens to Alt rock (Oasis, Lostprophets, Offspring), acoustic music, J Rock (anime stuff), swing, jazz and blues. Reads anything interesting - manga and normal books. Digs psychology and sociology.

Plays the guitar, alto saxaphone and piano. Owns an Xbox, but stays loyal to the PS2. Speaks English and dislikes the Malaysian government - Grrr them.

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Random Thoughts

1. Nurie is a sick bastard. =)
2. I like reading, but the only problem is I never find the time to finish one.
3. Mrs Goonting is an Irish Idiot (Quote from Ray Wong)
4. Timmy the ringworm has got babies. And they're spreading! <_<
5. You know those Year 10s boys who keep talking about fcuk? They're pricks. Big, bloody pricks.
6. I don't know whether to believe there is a God, or not.
7. This blog isn't that nice.
8. Never take one's exterior for granted. Anybody, especially you, could be fooled easily.
9. Kakashi Hatake (Naruto) pwns.
10. Mr Hilbig is a joker.

How random can these thoughts get?

Wishlist

1. A Fender electric guitar. *gets excited*
2. A laptop with great graphics, 40GB or more hard drive, Intel Mobile Tech and wireless internet connection.
3. A domain name that actually works! Besides the www.raeville.tk one.
4. My father's side of the family to treat my sister and I fairly and with respect.
5. The Dreamweaver program... Every IT designer's dream...
6. A chance to write for a real good and profitable purpose. Like for a newspaper or magazine. I don't care!
7. Publish a year's work of my blog. Yeap, the whole lot! Well, I'm almost done. I've a year's worth of blogging already...
8. For the damn Malaysian government to stop screwing around!
9. AND for the Malaysian Edu Thing to stop screwing around as well!
10. Me not going to do National Service in 2 years time...
11. New iPod case
12. New earphones... iPod ones

To-do list

1. Use Domestic Warfare on 'those' family members of hate.
2. Use a digital SLR for a good purpose. WITHOUT distractions ('Give it back!!)
3. Get 1000 songs into my iPod.
4. Eat something exotic and almost vile to many.
5. Start guitar classes again.
6. Learn a new song on the guitar and saxaphone.